Roar in the Afterglow

With the smelly bag on my back I was almost homeless yesterday, I came from the camp where I worked and will continue on Monday, I hadn't booked a hostel and didn't know where would stay, I took a shot and headed towards Earls Court to first find a Cafe. With the same clothes I slept in inside a cold tent, 3 warm blouses and pants with mud, I felt so out of place for London Central, I decided to avoid South Kensington, would probably have given a posh lady a heart attack. Luckily for me just around the corner I found A place, and now Im staying here at Earls Court for another 3 days. The not having a home to go to, being a bit lost and out of place, made me feel quite lonely, and I miss home even more these days. It made me think of the homeless, that we all deserve a warm bed, to be on foot is tiring, a home base makes you feel safe. But for me this is just another adventure, compared to them this is a choice, and soon I will be home again. But back to ba

I know we don’t talk much I know you ran away and I know your busy, as you so often say I know we all forget, and it hurts to know that it might be in your ways but here I am still hoping, that you would turn around and say; How you been, I´ve missed you And its becoming clearer everyday Im sorry, I forgot, I was set in my ways. I ask you so much whenever I have the chance, and theres so much I like to tell you, If you`d only ask. I know how it sounds, its all a bit sad, but maybe I want to restore a piece of something that got left behind in our past. Im here too you know, there are things happening where I stand. In my heart and in my life, oh how I wish you would understand. You never see further then your distance, at least no longer, and maybe that is all it will ever be, But still these words I keep repeating, hoping, that one day you would return the question back to me To a certain W

Travel alone, it doesn't have to be far, but by throwing yourself in there you always immerse in something new, You rely on You and grow through each turn you decide to take. You meet new people and through that shyness a braver you breaks. This journey makes me stronger for me, for her who needed someone and for you who I`m yet to meet.  So until then, let us grow,  and then tell me all the stories,  there`s so much I want you to know