Roar in the Afterglow

How it all comes back to my mind ones I meet someone. The remindment, the flashbacks, the worry, its not him in particular, but its the fear. The fear that there at some point will be a one eighty turn in their ways, that you don`t know what awaits around the corner, but the thing is you will never know if you let that fear take over. Fear can give you guidance, it can warn you, but don`t let it control you. And no matter how hopeless it may seem, that were always let down when we just given it one more go, don`t worry, there are good thing out there, Even in my own state of slight constant doubt and worry, I believe. Non of us should ever stop. I`ve learn the hard way to be aware of whats around me, where I am and where I`m heading. Time gives trust and pushes get me backing. So don`t worry (especially mom:) ), I`ve lost my blue eyes and now I see my surroundings with my own, but with the backpack with all the lessons I`ve learnt to know- I`m walking thoughtfully ahead into the u

To somebody I though I knew; I though that I had found something, I thought we looked at life the same Real... someone who finds it important to be there with you, you know, who wants to feel the raindrops, or the grass under their feet. Being right here without missing the moments that you should forever want to keep. But as it sometimes turns out, the impression was wrong, and your views on real couldn't have been more further away; My real is being able to enjoy life, any moment, without trying to escape. It`s to cherish those important bonds, because without them life wouldn't be the same. Live life by loving it, don`t be afraid to feel, and never (ever) miss even just one simple beat,