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Just for now

I struggled to figure out what to name this post.. The one who waits for something good never waits too long ? Selfless act ? .. But you will gain something in the end ? An act of love for us both ? The thing is he had to fly back home to take care of himself, care I could not provide him with here, damn visa. But it was not just that- I mean he could have gotten some help here- in some way- but he needed more than that. He needed his family, home grounds, familiar things. So on a short notice, after a "hit rock bottom" week he flew. It has been 2 months now. His weather back there has -during this skype connection time- changed from golden leaves and apples to snow, it´s a pretty consistent grey November over here and work keeps me busy as a bee, I am saving up for a future that is still (not yet) to be seen. But I am building the bricks for our future, and mine, busy as a bee can be.  I knew it was for the best, him being there- and not having him here, he is building