Roar in the Afterglow

I've always known that I'm a bit weird.  I think out loud, make up songs of things in my surrounding, sometimes even without noticing it. I mean who doesn't like a good tune about tooth brushes ? I laugh a lot, sometimes in inappropriate situations and I can get so mesmerized by a guys existence next to me- that I as I listen to what he's telling walk in to a lamppost. (yes that did happen in those awkward teens.. ) I apologize even to objects when I pump into them and you should hear my polite phrases gone wrong when I'm tired and want to wish the cashier a good day (but politeness is important, it helps them get through their day !). Even still as an adult I have my special little places I used to have as child, and I pick up rocks whenever I feel happy or safe and keep them in my pockets so that I could hold them when ever I wouldn't feel this way. I used to see this weirdness as something I should hide, some of it is embarrassing right ? But now I wear

I kind of wanted to write this down, you know when you travel and notice things around. When his eyes hit yours and the next minute he`s gone, did you miss something important, was the connection that strong ? Its nice to get that look sometimes, and then you look back, and they look at you twice. They`re a handsome stranger, and you might stop to think, maybe that was that moment, should I have said something? And maybe you could have, and maybe you did, maybe they asked you what you`re reading. But he got on that bus, and then he was gone, you might feel a bit hopeless, did you manage to lose something ones more ? But as you go on you remember the time that you need,  And getting these looks, it grows confidence, don`t you think ? So for now enjoy the looks that you get, believe in your worth, look around you, have you noticed them jet ? You`re beautifully extraordinary, don`t you ever forget <3