Roar in the Afterglow

I woke up from a nightmare- the world was falling, borders where closing, a pandemic had raised, and he- the love of my life, was stuck on the other side. The Atlantic Ocean is a big divide. We where supposed to build a future after 6 months apart, but this would have to wait until it was safe- until we could be reunited without restrains. As I opened my eyes and looked at the news, it all came running back to me, this pandemic was running free- with humanity trying to stop it from spreading rapidly. Outside there was a sunny Sunday and the birds where singing peacefully. Death is not a current number in the country that we hide, but it is set before us with living examples, it is just a question of time. Okey- so now I will change the tone, I am getting scared just here on my own. We are all in this together- not alone, so lets work together and let it show.  I wonder "Do I have it Do I have it" every hour of the day- keeping track of any relatable symptom and hoping