Roar in the Afterglow

I have always known that I am a bit weird.  I think out loud, make up songs of things in my surrounding, sometimes even without noticing it. I mean who does not like a good tune about tooth brushes ? I laugh a lot, sometimes in inappropriate situations and I can get so mesmerized by a guys existence next to me- that I as I listen to what he's telling walk in to a lamppost. (yes that did happen in those awkward teens.. ) I apologize even to objects when I pump into them and you should hear my polite phrases gone wrong when I am tired and want to wish the cashier a good day (but politeness is important, it helps them get through their day !). Even still as an adult I have my special little places that I used to have as child, and I pick up rocks whenever I feel happy or safe and keep them in my pockets so that I could hold them when ever I would not feel this way. I used to see this weirdness as something I should hide, some of it is embarrassing right ? But now I wear ...

I kind of wanted to write this down, you know when you travel and notice things around. When his eyes hit yours and the next minute he is gone, did you miss something important, was the connection that strong ? It is nice to get that look sometimes, and then you look back, and they look at you twice. They are a handsome stranger, and you might stop to think, maybe that was that moment, should I have said something? And maybe you could have, and maybe you did, maybe they asked you what you are reading. But he got on that bus, and then he was gone, you might feel a bit hopeless, did you manage to lose something ones more ? But as you go on you remember the time that you need,  And getting these looks, it grows confidence, don`t you think ? So for now enjoy the looks that you get, believe in your worth, look around you, have you noticed them jet ? You`re beautifully extraordinary, don`t you ever forget