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Single Bells optimism

The past days I`ve spent alone, and Yes I know its the holidays and Yes the Jingle in Jingle Bells turn to Single every time I hear it. But guess what, it isn't so bad. In addition to having the  best possible introduction to the British way of Christmas celebration provided by my flatmates last week, with of course the irony of the only single at the table receiving the only plastic frog in her cracker :D.
 I  spent Christmas day doing some volunteer work and I laughed and cried to more movies then I though I would have time to watch in these few days, with Elf and About Time definitely taking the prize for the feels ... but I guess if you find yourself laying on the couch eating carrot cake with organic jam at 2 am, you do not exactly have a hurry anywhere..

Through the long parkland walks (okey it was just one, since It got dark before I managed to get out... in something else then my pajama) occasional book reading (even though Im still on the first one since September) movies and that cozy cooking sessions where I, despite my thoughts on household task equality, find myself proudly thinking " man Im good wife material, if they would know what their missing"  (even though some eggs had mysteriously found their way to the kitchen floor, but that is only for special occasions like this) I find it quite alright without a prince, but it wouldn't hurt to have someone to enjoy this all with,

But all I can do is wait and see, and then wait a bit longer before I believe.
But lonely as I more often tend to feel, my wish for a perfect christmas came true, so who knows, maybe that plastic frog had something to tell me, 

So lets see what happens, in 2017. 




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