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The Reasons I love you

Right.. I need to go and make more tea.........And I'm back........now this might sound a bit strange, and please feel free (and of course, what am I saying, you are Always free) to stop reading what I'm writing. Because this one (and the one I`ll be writing soon after this one) is about the love I have for him (hence You). This is for you.. wherever you are.. If you'll ever read this.
I love you for who you are, I love you for exactly where you are in you're life right now. Where you might be. I love you for getting her flowers, a new pair of socks.. a hug.. you know, whatever she needs. She deserves that.. and if she doesn't... well...  I love you for being kind. I love you whether it's great, complicated or messy, I love you through all that you've done. Through all that you learned. Through all that you've grown. I love you when you feel like not setting down your feet next to your bed- I love you even when youre in that state- when you might be thinking that if anyone saw you now they would no longer look at you the same. You are a fighter to me. I love you for embracing the day- no matter what that, or the day entails. I love you for being happy, And honey, maybe this is slightly freaky since we probably never met.. but I smile each time I think of you smiling, I smile with you- even if your smile wouldn't be with me.
I hope you had a good day.
I guess the reason I'm writing this down (if I can put it in to words that is...) is that I want you to know that even though I miss you, more than you can imagine. Do not ever think that I'm jealous (besides.. I'm not the one heading towards a break up.. haha) but jokes a side. We are where we are meant to be. I don't love you- or will love you, for being with me, for choosing me. I love you even if life turned out some other way-and we never had the chance to meet (and I know how crazy that sounds).  I love you for You. I love you for where you're sitting right now, in whatever mood you're in- watched on TV or had for dinner. I love you for proudly fixing the simplest problem at work. I love you for your passion and determination. I love you for fighting the battles that no one else sees. I love you through your childhood traumas, pet peeve like nuts in chocolate (which FYI is something that I love) or a sport that you just cant seem to manage.
I love you, all of you

 Good and Bad
Goodnight.


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